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ENDLESS QUEST.


The problem with us human beings is that we know everything but when it comes to applying the rules to our lives, it becomes so hard…

We know God is kind, God is merciful, God is forgiving…but it’s so hard to wait….so hard to be patient……..

We wish for something, we pray to God to make it come true, and we try our best to do what we have to do, then we have to wait till the right moment to see that dream come true….that waiting…That being patient….is something which make us tired and hopeless…

After having faith and being patient for sometime…

Suddenly we get angry from God…

We start to curse…we shout out loud …WHAT DID I DO WRONG GOD…why this is happening to me…why my dreams are so distant and far from me…..why every step I take…every move I make…ends me up with a bigger disappointment…….OW…God…do you hate me that much…don’t you say that you love all the people equally…so why you leave me alone in this….I will not ask you for anything anymore………….

Hopeless, disappointed, lonely, heartbroken you lie down…wake up…and lie down again….and days pass by…you stop talking to God…you stop asking Him for things you want…sometimes you even deny your faith in Him…..

And you know in the bottom of your heart that you are only angry with him…but still wish He makes your dream come true…..

One day all of a sudden…something happens…something that makes you jump up and down and you feel world is in your hands..You are happy again…it’s not what you wished for…it’s even better….

God have given you something greater…..even though you were mad at him….

You know this was not the first time you lose your patience with God, yet you do act in the same way every time…every time you face a problem…..and the most Merciful most Companionate gives you more each time…you feel ashamed….

Why do we human beings are so ungrateful…why we forget every time what we have….what we got…why we forget the precious gifts we receive from God every time…..

Why do we know everything…and yet we forget…we lose our faith…we lose our patience…and run in the same hollow circle between faith and denial…hope and disappointment…between love and hatred…WHY?????????????????????????

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October 9, 2009 - Posted by | Spiritual

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